Everyday is a Sunday.

I’m a little late on this and didn’t get to write this as soon as I liked, with all the New Years distractions I had in the beginning of the month- which were at most more forms of procrastination lol.

Anyway, I’m proud to say that 2011 was definitely a good year for me. I dived into the year knowing it was going to be the best year of my life yet; I proclaimed it, foresaw it, and most of all committed to fully living it. The power we all have that we fail to recognize, is the power of being the author of our own lives and creating it. What’s holding you back? “Not a dayme thing honay!”

If you don’t know already, I like to write. A lot about reflection, personal growth, and experiences. I am a private person and find writing as an outlet of expression, it releases endorphins, it’s a great catharsis, it is fucking therapy for me man.

As I recollect through what is now considered the yesteryear; it was full of spontaneity, adventure, traveling, near death experiences, rekindling old friendships and gaining new, realizing my self-worth, my potential, and overall finding myself and facing fears. Too cliche?

When the new year came ringing in, I literally told myself that I was going to live this year to the fucking fullest. Period. Not a dayme thing was going to stop me; not money, not who was going to judge me, and neither the rough obstacle course to it. 

First of all, I spent my 2011  New Years in a bar I worked at. It was the first New Years without my family or real friends. My presumed thoughts were how miserable I thought this year was starting off. Who the fuck would come to a side bar for New Years, anyway? Some old perverts who aint had shit to do and would love to spend it with 14 hot girls. That’s who. This is what leads to my hugest mistake of the year that became my biggest accomplishments of the year. Would I take it all back? Absolutely not. Just like what I quoted KRS-One in a book: “Never forget where your come from”. I’d like to butcher that into “Never regret what you’ve done” For what you’ve done becomes a scientific survival technique in that there are certain things you did when you had no success that created your success. Besides all the turmoil in leaving that place, it directed me into what I’m really worth. What I am worth, was not going to be drinks that were going to pay my bills and added luxuries for the rest of my life. Leaving that aside, I’ve rambled about this enough and decay time in pouring back on it.. I will proceed to other triumphs to my year haha. And that was confronting, at a family reunion, a 6 year old extended family conflict that haunted me for years. Nothing like these two dramatic breakthroughs have brought so much relief to my life.

Amidst all the chaos, were the adventures I broke in throughout the year. I was ready to risk anything to the first time evers—  booking unplanned flights and making the best out of that, with the catches in between, going for psychic guidance, getting flown off a moped and getting into a car accident.. but that’s what made me love live a million times more. In what I’ve gone through in that one year, I will bring the friendships I’ve had/made, and the trials and tribulations into another year of maturity. 

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Testing this bad boy out.

The Modern Experience 2k12

” Bright Lights Bigger CIty ” | Cee Lo Green

So necessary. To the New Year!

“No one makes it out in this life alive. Begin to embrace death and you’ll embrace life. You can buy anything in this world, but time. What’s your New Years REVOLUTION?”

Resolutions are overrated and are only determinations. They are good for thoughts of definite or earnest decision for change.. while REVOLUTIONS are a sudden, complete or marked change.